I didn't write a word yesterday. There was nothing to say anyway. I spent my day at the library to work on an exam that I probably failed. End of the story. I really didn't think I would write something today, til I realised I was crying while listening...

I always knew that one day or another I would write a diary. I often tried, but it always ended up with boring me. Every time. But maybe this it it. Maybe I do need to write down my thoughts, my feelings, all the things that cross my mind. Or maybe not...

I thouht I was going better. For a couple of weeks I prayed the Lord everyday and it made me feel better. That's what I thought. The Lord cannot help me with that pain. When I think of my father, my family, the Capes and the essay I have to write, when...

Hey! I know it's been a long time since the last time I wrote anything in here. But for my defence, I 've been busy: home, lessons...well. So here it is, in a few days it will be a year since he broke up with me. Gosh. And I still feel so bad;;; I spent...